Lately I've been stuck by myself. I'm excluded from my friends and now even my family. I don't wanna deal with everything this week. My cousin, Brian killed himself this past weekend. We both have issues with depression and almost vent it the same way. It makes me wonder if I would ever try to kill myself. Me and Brian had a system that worked pretty good. We were supposed to call each other when we were feeling bad and were thinking about suicide. He didn't call this time. I feel like I could have stopped it. I feel almost responsible for everything.
Posted at 09:51 am by sumwutpsycho